Today I did the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my entire life. I blocked my daughter on my phone and social media. I told her good-bye on Facebook and then blocked her. I am already regretting this decision. It hurts my soul, but I have to let her go. I am only enabling her behavior and I am not helping her. I am hindering her. All I can think of is what if something happens. But I have to let that go.
I saw this on social media today and I immediately thought of my daughter and how I have been fighting so hard to get her sober, but maybe I'm just giving her addiction more power.
I talked to a friend this past week who fought and won against meth addiction. Hearing her story made me realize I am doing the right thing. But it sure is hard. God help me not to unblock her. God, please let her learn to stand on her own two feet. Lord I need you more than I ever have today.
And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
-Hebrews 11:6
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