I Believe in God The Father

I started this blog in an attempt to save the broken and wounded souls who felt their sin was just too much for God so they didn't feel comfortable going to church. I wanted them to read my words and know that God is with you all the time and He only wants the very best for you.

Over time I have felt the need to write about God even when I was overwhelmed with life and not feeling 100% like myself. This was a message I received from the Holy Spirit when I would say to myself that my heart wasn't ready to write. I would hear Him say to me that this is exactly when you need to write because not every day is about rainbows and sunshine. Some days are about thunderstorms and lightening and you have to be real.

Over time I have read the words that I have written on dark days and they inspire me so much. Just knowing how accessible God is to me, and that He walks every step with me are comforting. I look back on my life and I see this clear path that He has drawn for my life and I'm so grateful. And guess what its only mine. No one else can walk this path. I think about how different my life would be if just one tiny thing were different and this is how I know that this life I am living is no accident. Not even a single breath of mine has been an accident.

Recently I was contemplating not writing anymore in my blog because I don't publish it and no one really knows its here, so I thought what's the point really. I was about to reach out and ask a friend, but again I got this message that said..."you already know the answer to this". So here I am still writing and still loving God for giving me this clear message and another clear path.

Some day I will publish my blog. Some day I might save someone. Maybe I already have. But I don't need recognition for this. I don't need accolades. I would love to hear their story, but I won't seek it out. I just feel so encouraged by God to continue this journey and to write about it so that's what I'm going to continue to do.

Today on the way to work I heard the most amazing song and it was like God was SHAKING me in my seat. It woke me up and brought tears to my eyes. It was the Newsboys, We Believe and here are the lyrics:

In this time of desperation
When all we know is doubt and fear
There is only one foundation
We believe, we believe
We believe in God the Father
We believe in Jesus Christ
We believe in the Holy Spirit
And He's given us new life
We believe in the Crucifixion
We believe that He conquered death
We believe in the resurrection
And He's coming back again
We believe
So, let our faith be more than anthems
Greater than the songs we sing
And in our weakness and temptations
We believe, we believe

When the chorus came on I was just moved to my core and my dear friends these are the moments I live for.