I have struggled for nearly 2 years with my workplace. I had a picture in my mind of what I could and should achieve and it just was not meant to be. It is in these struggles that I get messages from God. I feel like God is telling me to focus on me and my side business and not on trying to achieve anything at the company where I work. Just go to work and do your job and come home to your sweet man. That doesn't mean I won't work as hard as I have been or build amazing solutions, it just means that I have to let go of my mindset that I could grow professionally in that particular workplace. And I'm ok with that now.
You know that saying "Everything Happens for a Reason"? Well its like I can see the path I was meant to take as clear as day now that I'm on the other side. Things that devastated me happened for very specific reasons and in the end it all results in God providing the absolute BEST outcome for me. He never fails me.
So I'm sitting here today on Easter Sunday thinking of how blessed I am and how very much in love I am with my Savior! I'm so thankful that He died on that cross for me and gave me grace. I'm so thankful that He brought my Love back to me. I'm so thankful that He has opened so many doors for me and sadly that sometimes He had to shove me kicking and screaming through some of them! Through it all I have never lost my faith. I always knew God was working it all out for me and He still is. My story is not finished.
Dear Lord - Thank you for my life. Thank you for my love. Thank you for never giving up on me. And most of all Thank You for dying for me!!! - Amen
My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
Psalm 62:7
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